Counting my blessings.
hey yall. 3 day weekend right now! trying to catch up on my life (clean, do laundry, etc…), get money shit in order, and try to relax.
Everything has been going great, I have been working 5 or 6 days a week at Grape and Grain, aside from a few procedural fuck ups I make (I am terrible at counting apparently.), its going super good. Starting to have regular customers and I am getting more and more familiar with the menu. I even started working some private parties. I had three this weekend. Including a gay wedding rehearsal dinner! Then they invited me to come the reception the next day. Which I did and it was awesome.
Home sickness is setting in. I just want to be at the river at paradise beach in Sacramento with a 4loko right now. I am missing my friends plays. I am missing families birthdays. Perhaps worst of all, I am missing friends weddings. Trina and Victoria got married last week and I wish I cold have been there. My friends were all there and then drunkenly called me from the bar after while I was walking home from an extremely hot and long shift, and I had a moment of “why the fuck am I not there with all my friends in my bar celebrating my friends wedding?” The feeling comes and goes, but generally miss everyone. and this will only get worse. Especially when its snowy in winter. ugh. Not looking forward to that. at all. And I am going to have to miss at least one major holiday. That is going to be terrible.
My life has been so busy lately. Mostly I just work and sleep, which is fine for now, just trying to work my ass off and get myself comfortable here. Oh speaking of which I just bought a bed! Well just the mattress. My roommate had an old IKEA frame that I seem to be missing a part for. So I’m just put my mattress on the floor now. Makes a big difference in my quality of life. I want to get my room set up. get like a desk and shelves and shit. it kinda just looks a bit like hobo squat right now. The empty coors light tallboys dont help.
I am making a good amount of money, but I have so many bills and much debt. Rent. Electricity. Phone. Paying my mom back. more classes. And I need new head shots. oh yeah, and I eat and drink. its like? where the fuck did all my money go? Welcome to being an adult not living at your moms house Devin.
I finished the 2 week intensive at UCB. I signed up for the next 301 class starting in late August. I’m ready. I think a couple week break will be good. I’m meeting a few of the girls from my 101 class for dinner tonight.
New York has been amazing to me so far. I got a great room right away. A great job. And a great group of friends. its only been a couple months. I dont want this to sound like bragging. I am thankful and amazed and blessed. I am a big advocate of appreciating the good times when they are here. and this is it. I dont know what tragedy or shitstorm will hit me next, and I’m sure I will complain, but for the time being everything is beautiful and I just want to appreciate that. I am a fortunate person I just want to thank the universe for that somehow. I am counting my blessings right now. I am just terrrrrible at counting.
and I’m seeing Sufjan Stevens at Prospect Park on wednesday. oh AND I have a date with a customer on tuesday lol.
Love yall,
peace
Hey guys! I have been super busy lately so I havent had too much bloggy time. Lets catch up.
